Agh, jealousy again
Wala lang. It’s inescapable. This senior year I came to realize I get jealous a lot.
This senior year.
Yeah, I’m happy for her, a lot. But it just makes me very introspective and I have come to the conclusion that this year wasn’t that great.
All in all, it was pretty pakshet.
I try to delude myself that I’m happy and I’ve gone by, but I made senior year fly by fast. It was rushing by, I pulled harder to get through it. Maybe it’s because I’m so antsy to just get to college that I totally didn’t give a fuck this year.
Acads: Fail
Social Life: Gora, but expectations versus reality? Fail.
Health: Putragis define not sleeping forever
Co-cus: Errr. I still get Astronomer of the Year but LOSING FOR ONE POINT TWICE. And I didn’t prove anything to myself for debate. I still have Feature, and I will update you on that. Liknayan was awesome but I don’t think I get many credentials from that :( EXPECTATIONS VS REALITY: Still fail
Love life: I DON’T WANNA TALK ABOUT THAT TANGINA
Let’s cut to the chase and just say, nothing met my expectations.
No magic, no sparkle.
Marx is fun and funny, we sing a lot and we’re a hilarious pack. But mostly I’ve been left alone in projects and paid a lot for shit and got mad at a lot of people and generally I will forget most of these kids in a few years.
Wala laaaang the best thing that happened all year was UP Diliman.Truly.
I have a question. When great things have ugly endings, does that make them any less great? I felt great that time I thought I was in love. Things were a lot brighter. Now the fluff’s over, the candy’s gone, does that make the wrappers any less shiny?
I felt great at that time, with you. I don’t think I’ll ever forget that about senior year.
I’ll never forget LB. I have so much there.
But my class…bleh. Not a big fan of my adviser either.
Oh well, you can’t have everything. I think it’s partially my fault.
God bless~
Fin, ekce
